RA: EMIO, LET ME ASK YOU. RA: DO YOU EVEN REMEMBER THE LAST TIME WE TALKED? US: Hmm. US: Wasnt it a few days ago? RA: NO. TRY A FEW WEEKS AGO! RA: AND EVEN THEN, YOU MESSAGED ME JUST TO TALK ABOUT SOME STUPID SHIT THAT HAPPENED WITH DANI. RA: A TEDIOUS GESTURE WHICH YOU THEN SAW FIT TO REPRISE ON MY BIRTHDAY OF ALL DAYS, WHILST CONSIDERATELY FORGETTING ABOUT IT! RA: AND EVEN WHEN I REMINDED YOU ABOUT IT, YOU STILL BARGED AHEAD WITH YOUR SELF-INDULGENT RELATIONSHIP CLAPTRAP ANYWAY! US: I didnt realize it was so long ago. Sorry about that. US: Again all i can say is where does the time go? I guess i have trouble keeping up with everything im supposed to. Which it would seem includes personal relationships as much as calendars lol. US: Im not much of a leader of people. Not like you are anti. I think when it comes to adventuring maybe im more of a solo act? US: Which now that i think about it might be contributing to my problems with dani. Maybe thats part of the reason why i needed some space? US: Oh brother there i go again blustering about my problems. I guess i see what you mean lol. US: But really if you wanted to talk sooner then why didnt you get in touch with me? US: It feels as though im always the one to say hello to you lately. US: :[ RA: YEAH! THAT'S BECAUSE EVERY SINGLE TIME WE CHAT, YOU DO NOTHING BUT TALK ABOUT YOURSELF! RA: YOU NEVER ASK ME HOW I'M FEELING OR WHAT I'VE BEEN UP TO. YOU JUST LAUNCH INTO YOUR ROMANTIC PROBLEMS, AND I JUST LISTEN LIKE AN ACCOMMODATING FOOL AS ALWAYS! RA: SO I JUST STOPPED BOTHERING! WHY SHOULD I SUBJECT MYSELF TO THAT REPEATEDLY?! RA: YOU MIGHT ACTUALLY BE THE MOST THOUGHTLESS, SELF-CENTERED PERSON I HAVE EVER MET! RA: I CAN'T BELIEVE I USED TO FEEL... US: Huh? US: Used to feel what? RA: EMIO, HAS IT EVER OCCURRED TO YOU HOW IT MUST FEEL FOR SOMEONE TO LISTEN TO HER FRIEND GO ON AND ON ABOUT HIS BOYFRIEND PROBLEMS WHEN... RA: WHEN ALL ALONG SHE... RA: BUT SHE JUST COULDN'T SAY BECAUSE SHE BLEW IT AND IT WAS TOO LATE TO... RA: I DON'T EVEN KNOW WHY I'M BOTHERING TO EXPLAIN THIS TO YOU. NEVER MIND. US: Now hold the phone. US: anti i think i may finally understand whats been going on here. US: In retrospect i cant believe ive been this blind. US: Youre right i really can be deplorably thick sometimes. US: Looking back i can see how many of our conversations must have been torment for you. US: You really should have told me how you felt sooner! RA: YEAH. I... RA: I know. :C US: If you told me you had the hots for dani i would have backed off without another word. US: What are friends for!